Going back to the more positive format, where I don’t bitch about everything under the sun.
eating: Nothing sounds good aside from sandwiches. And my new fave is nacho cheese Doritos with jalapeno cheese dip. Super healthy, right? I just had a craving for Fro-Yo, so I thought I’d scope out a place close by. I arrive, and as it turns out, this place is also a well-known pizza place, they just serve Fro-Yo for fun now. So of course, I order a slice of pizza (which is actually like half a pizza in their terms), and nearly forget about the Fro-Yo. Had to get a separate transaction. It was no Red Mango, but it did the job. Just regular old vanilla with some Cinnamon Toast Crunch pieces on top.
drinking: This is the worst. With my last pregnancy, I craved fountain Pepsi like it was being discontinued. This time, Pepsi upsets my stomach! And it’s not the carbonation, because I still love my Black Cherry Schweppe’s sparkling water. So in the end, it’s probably a good thing because I don’t really need all that sugar. But, I did take a liking to Cherry Coke from the fountain (don’t tell my husband). I can only get that at Subway sometimes. I also have been drinking a lot of unsweetened black iced tea with added fresh lemon. Coffee never sounds good either, unless it is from Dunkin for some reason.
avoiding: Anything with heavy tomato sauce again this time. Pizza is okay as long as the cheese outweighs the sauce. Everything bagels are bad. Anything with onion or garlic is gross. So many things disgust me, and so many things do not sound appetizing at all. At least I had some mega cravings when I was pregnant with Kenzie, but it’s just hard finding food to indulge in this time around.
wearing: Same normal clothes, complete with the belly band that I bought from the first pregnancy. Definitely one of the best investments I’ve ever made. It also helps me with some of the pain I have been experiencing lately. A few weeks ago, I started to get really sore in the pelvis/ vag area (sorry for TMI, but the pain is real). Like I felt this extreme pressure if I was standing for too long. That never happened with Kenzie until AFTER she was born, and the doctor explained it as gravity once my body was in recovery mode. I messaged my doctor about it, and she responded with “try a belly band or wearing bicycle shorts for more support” – which actually has worked wonders!
feeling: Pretty good. Hoping that I don’t jinx myself. I’m still on the Diclegis, but only at night. Works MUCH better than shitty Zofran. Surprisingly, my back hasn’t been bothering me as much as it did this time around as it did with Kenzie. No heating pad necessary. And my ribs don’t hurt yet. I am DEFINITELY showing sooner than I did the first time. I have a mini bump. Had nothing with Kenzie until 20+ weeks. And we are going to the County Line Farm to Table dinner this Saturday, so I hope I can eat as much yummy food as possible! They should have a designated driver ticket though. So lame that I won’t get to indulge in the craft beers. I’m sure Mike will drink double for me.
reading: Nothing at all – no time for that. I’m getting dumber by the day.
buying: Ha! Just grocery shopping. No time for anything else. Though we are in the market for those bed barriers. We are trying to transition Kenzie to a big bed so that the crib will be free for baby. Fingers crossed that this new kid likes either the Rock n’ Play or the crib. And I hope this kid will sleep on his/ her back. Unlike Kenzie, who would only sleep on my chest for the first six months.
sleeping: Fine once Kenzie actually gives in and goes to sleep. The kid can go to sleep at 11 p.m. and wake up at 7 a.m. with no problem. Who are these kids who go to sleep at 7 and sleep for 12 hours? WTF. Not my kid!
loving: When I get to shower at night and I am not rushed. Loving Kenzie too, and her little personality/ attitude. She loves squirrels and dogs and all things wild. She will probably be a vet. I think we are going to get her the Doc McStuffins pet care cart for Christmas. Each Christmas gets more exciting with her since she is starting to understand things. And we went through the Toys R Us catalog with her, and she really points to certain things consistently! She points to this monkey toy and then starts doing the “5 little monkeys” song motions with her hands. So cool. And anything Mickey or Minnie. She’s lovely. I’m also loving that I can already feel new baby kicking, now that I know what it feels like. Ultrasound is next week. Election Day.
getting used to: Working with idiots and realizing that I just have to stick this job out until the kids are in school.