Shit just got real.
I woke up this morning, feeling like crap. Got in the shower. About 10 minutes later, I had to promptly exit the shower, hair still sudsy.
A few seconds later, I am throwing up this nasty, extremely bitter, yellow liquid. I have never tasted something so disgusting. In my mind, I’m thinking, “What the hell did I eat last night? How could it have turned into this nasty yellow liquid!?” I had a burrito from Chipotle last night, and I definitely ate until I was full. No way Chipotle could have produced this nasty liquid.
Upon further review and research, I learned that this nastiness I threw up is actually bile. This is what happens when there is nothing left in your stomach. Also, I was likely dehydrated. It’s been really hard for me to drink water and keep it down, oddly enough. I know I have to stay hydrated, but it’s so hard if water makes you gag!
Anyhow, it does make me feel slightly better that I am still getting some sort of morning sickness. I read a terrible article on miscarriages and finding out for the first time at your first doctor’s appointment when they cannot find a heart beat. How incredibly sad. I couldn’t even imagine. And then what? They tell you that you will soon miscarry? I just want to get through the first appointment with some confirmation. I already feel guilty for celebrating so early.
Something else that is interesting – when I am sitting down on our leather couch and go to get up quickly, like I normally would, I often feel like I have pulled a muscle in my uterus! OMG, I usually am hunched over from the pain. It goes away pretty quickly, but it is crazy! I’m sure child birth will be just like it – hahahahaha.